I am tired, but not like a normal tired were you can sleep and get rest.
My mind is tired, I feel broken and complete all at the same time.
Could this be or am I going crazy.
I lost my grandma, my husband got a great job teaching, and my baby girl turned 5
ALL on the same day.
I want to scream, run, be there, cry, laugh.
What is the matter with me?
My emotions are being pulled every which way.
I want to be in control of my feelings, but I just cant.
I am feeling emotions I do not want to feel when I should be grieving,
and feeling emotions I do not want to feel when I should be happy.
I want to be calm like a ocean right before a storm.
I need, NO I WANT to feel free of my fears of being inconsiderate.
I have the right to be sad, glad, scared, and elated ALL at the same time, right?
Am I a bad person for still seeing the Good in my Life?
Monday, October 20, 2008
Monday, October 13, 2008
Love
Some Say Its a Mixture of Emotions
Some Say It Cannot Be Explained
I Wonder Why They Say That
Is It Because They Have Never Loved
Or have Never Been In Love
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Te Od!o PeRo Te AmO aT tHe SaMe T!Me

You blew me away the first time i heard your voice I said to myself "Oh wow este chico tiene que ser Para mi" You were just perfect for me there was nobody else for me than you
Tu me hacias arastrar la cobija y me tenias cacheteando las banquetas Wow...eras mi cielo, mi sol, mi luna y las estrellas, Eras mi pan de cada dia...
Te ame tanto que hasta porti pense matarme cortarme las venas Lo dejaria todo porque you would be with me right this moment pero no lo estas y te odio por eso
If only you could have been more patient and had valued me like i deserve You would have been so happy

Me duele decirlo pero te odio, te odio como nunca Te odio porque como tu nunca encontrare a alguien mas Te odio because you didn't know how to value me for who i was Porque no me pudiste esperar Te odio por ser como eres
Pero lo que odio mas es... AMARTE
Because i can't help who to

Pues me ensenaste todo pero no me ensenaste a olvidarte Te odio con la misma pasion y fuerza con la cual te AMO Pero tengo que olvidarte
I am from...
I am from a family full of drama
They tend to be loud and annoying
Sometimes I can't stand them!
But would die without them!
I am from I don't care what others think
I am from treat me as
You would like to be treated
I am from sleeping in on weekends
Hanging out with friends
Horseback riding and enjoying life
I am from a Mexican family
Moms home made rice and tortillas
Huapangos, corridos, and family bbq's
I am from jeans and t-shirts
Flip flops and vans
Being comfortable and confident
I am from competing with siblings
Being successful in life
Achieving my goals
I am from knowing that everything
Happens for a reason
I am from speak-from the heart
I am me and forever will be ME!
EL AMOR DE MI VIDA
A ese que desde el momento en que existe
ya nunca vuelves a dejar de sentirlo,
a ese gran amor,
que desde el primer instante
que lo tienes entre tus brazos
nunca mas puedes dejar de amar,
a ese gran amor
que vez día con día crecer,
que cuando oyes su voz por primera vez
todo lo demás no importa,
todo es bello,
a ese gran amor,
que en las buenas y malas
tu estas con él,
a ese amor que te hace sentir
la mujer mas feliz
y la mas orgullosa del mundo,
a ese amor que solo puede sentir una mujer,
a ese amor que con el paso del tiempo
me ha enseñado a madurar,
si aunque a veces este amor me hace enojar,
llorar por como se porta también
fue este amor el que mi hizo llorar de felicidad
cuando por primera vez su boquita dijo: MAMA.
Si a mi gran amor,
a este amor verdadero,
a esta clase de amor que jamás termina,
a este amor que es de por vida...
ya nunca vuelves a dejar de sentirlo,
a ese gran amor,
que desde el primer instante
que lo tienes entre tus brazos
nunca mas puedes dejar de amar,
a ese gran amor
que vez día con día crecer,
que cuando oyes su voz por primera vez
todo lo demás no importa,
todo es bello,
a ese gran amor,
que en las buenas y malas
tu estas con él,
a ese amor que te hace sentir
la mujer mas feliz
y la mas orgullosa del mundo,
a ese amor que solo puede sentir una mujer,
a ese amor que con el paso del tiempo
me ha enseñado a madurar,
si aunque a veces este amor me hace enojar,
llorar por como se porta también
fue este amor el que mi hizo llorar de felicidad
cuando por primera vez su boquita dijo: MAMA.
Si a mi gran amor,
a este amor verdadero,
a esta clase de amor que jamás termina,
a este amor que es de por vida...
My Romo- by Natalie Cantu
small marble eyes.....cute button nose
sharp little teeth.....likes biting toes
furry little bundle.....smelly little paws
runs like a rabbit.....scratches with his claws
long sticky tongue.....hyper little man
chews on all the sandals.....likes to chase vans
wiggles his tail.....loves to eat
drinks a lot of water.....thinks he cant be beat
messes up everything.....scratches his ears
worse than a two year old.....cant get near
sleeps like a person.....spoiled little Yorkie
bites me during the nite.....acts a little corky
loves to run around.....never gets tired
friendly little puppy.....always gets admired
sharp little teeth.....likes biting toes
furry little bundle.....smelly little paws
runs like a rabbit.....scratches with his claws
long sticky tongue.....hyper little man
chews on all the sandals.....likes to chase vans
wiggles his tail.....loves to eat
drinks a lot of water.....thinks he cant be beat
messes up everything.....scratches his ears
worse than a two year old.....cant get near
sleeps like a person.....spoiled little Yorkie
bites me during the nite.....acts a little corky
loves to run around.....never gets tired
friendly little puppy.....always gets admired
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Writing Pedagogy Blog
The most important thing that I learned from this activity was how to teach a child to write, I learned that they do not know how to put ideas in order and that I as a teacher will have to help them, but not tell them that they are doing it wrong, we as teachers have to find a way to let them know how they can improve their work. I also learned that writing with a child can be fun, you imagine things like they do, it is like if for a while, you become a kid again and start thinking of all kinds of ideas to put in this fiction story.
Una vida nueva!
Dark Love
Their's no sun it's like dark.
Dark in the wild of my heart,
Knowing I lost you in the dark
And no sunlight to bright it up
It's so sad but just a fact
I had you once but lost you twice.
Dark in the wild of my heart,
Knowing I lost you in the dark
And no sunlight to bright it up
It's so sad but just a fact
I had you once but lost you twice.
Love By Olga Alejandro
A Glace At once Eyes
Love's on the sight
One moment to realize
The loves on his eyes
A life to share
An eternerty to remember
A Glace At once Eyes
Beuty of Life
As wE continue our JournEy through lifE,
do wE stop for a MomEnt to contiplatE
the bEuty of lifE?
ArE wE cought up in this disposablE sociEty?
what wE dont nEEd wE throw away
disrEgarding thE harm wE might causE
lifEs bEuty onE day.
God crEated this world for us to carE
not to turn it slowly into dispair.
So as your day goEs by, plEasE noticE the bEatiful sky.
As you drivE by, plEase noticE thE grEEn trEEs waving
Hi!
lEts takE timE out of our busy livEs
to contiplatE thE
bEuty of lifE.
do wE stop for a MomEnt to contiplatE
the bEuty of lifE?
ArE wE cought up in this disposablE sociEty?
what wE dont nEEd wE throw away
disrEgarding thE harm wE might causE
lifEs bEuty onE day.
God crEated this world for us to carE
not to turn it slowly into dispair.
So as your day goEs by, plEasE noticE the bEatiful sky.
As you drivE by, plEase noticE thE grEEn trEEs waving
Hi!
lEts takE timE out of our busy livEs
to contiplatE thE
bEuty of lifE.
A Reflection On Life
Life is unpredictable and you never know what's going to happen next. It's just a long journey that's full of obstacles that we all have to take. A journey that will have many ups and downs, but it's up to you to stand tall. Don't give up when you have your first fall! Just learn from your mistakes. Life can be perceived as a mountain. A mountain that will have many boulders standing in your way and the higher you climb, the harder it gets. It's up to you to find a way to surpass these obstacles. So don't give up! We only live once, so take advantage of it.
"Desde La Distancia"
Temando un ABRAZO
Por sientes FRIO
Una SONRISA
Por si te encuentras TRISTE
Un angel para que te CUIDE
Pero sobre todo este MENSAJE
Para que nunca me OLVIDES!
Por sientes FRIO
Una SONRISA
Por si te encuentras TRISTE
Un angel para que te CUIDE
Pero sobre todo este MENSAJE
Para que nunca me OLVIDES!
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
HIJA
Eres La Luz y La Esperanza mas GRANDE que puede existir.
Eres lo mas Bello que me pudo occurrir.
Jamaz pense tenerte en Mi,
y cuando al fin te tuve.......FORTALEZA uvo en Mi.
Eres lo mas Bello que me pudo occurrir.
Jamaz pense tenerte en Mi,
y cuando al fin te tuve.......FORTALEZA uvo en Mi.
Myself
I no longer walk in fear nor with tears
I no longer walk in dark nor with doubt
I've found my path
I've found myself
I've found my savior
I no longer walk in dark nor with doubt
I've found my path
I've found myself
I've found my savior
Aryellah by Vaness Guerra
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
College: Mother and Daughter

Sitting here I think and wonder
why I didn't come to college right after
highschool, I waited and waited thinking
its never to late, and then its like time
just flew, I'm happy at times that
I waited cause now I'm in college
with my one and only daughter
but I'm unhappy cause twenty
years just went by, Did I wait to
long?
Only time will tell..........
Sunday, October 5, 2008
October
October
fall is here
colors change
orange and brown
is what we see around
pumpkins and trick or treat
and nothing but good things to eat
fall is here
colors change
orange and brown
is what we see around
pumpkins and trick or treat
and nothing but good things to eat
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