Waiting

People see what the want to see. That's just how we all are. We fear what we don't understand and cherish everything we do. Why is it that we always remember what we want to forget, but forget what we want to remember? These memories are testing time and just like the stars, they're always in place, always accessible, always remembered. The things we don't want to remember haunt us, but so do the things we forget. Digging in our minds only uncovers the bad things we've done while the good things are harder to find. Why? Keep digging, they say. You'll find it. But you never do. You always remember something when you least expect it, or when you aren't even searching. The little things, a brush of wind, the scampering of squirrels, the distant laugh; all of these add up to a memory you are trying to find. The good ones are harder to remember because you forget the good things in life while concentrating on the bad; the NOW. It'll pass. Surely it will. But how long will it be before that smile crosses your face again? The laughter of the past always shines in the darkness. Memories keep us in the past while dreams sail us into the future. Those future memories, the ones that are waiting to be remembered even before they've happened, they haunt. They haunt because they can. They haunt us because we anticipate them. Will they be good? Will they be bad? Just wait and let them happen, then choose what to remember.

L O V E

I remember the first time I ever saw him it was seven years ago and I remember it as if it was only yesterday. I knew I wanted to spend forever with him. He is wonderful! He always knows how to make me laugh, sometimes he makes me cry, but he always knows how to make me feel like I’m one in a million. What we have is special it could never be forced with us it comes natural. He is always there for me through the good times and bad times, if I need him he never leaves my side. He is my best friend, my fiancé, and soon he will be my husband. I am so excited to spend the rest of my life with someone as wonderful as he is. Falling in love is not easy to do but we have fallen and we’re never letting go. No matter what we are always going to be there for each other until the end.